18 May 2010

Little Heart

When you are reversed and you lost your way,
The teeth tremble and your feet shiver,
No place is safe and everyday is danger,
And your faith is as thin as the air,
Remember to close your eyes.

You have no one to bring back your faith,
And your strength is truly not strong enough.
You are trapped by your own hope,
Framed in your own walls of defense,
Crucified by your own prejudice,
Killed by your own understanding,
Wounded by your own denial.

But keep it through, little heart,
For tears only live for first days and soon will die.
You may scream and explode like the nature is in anger,
For you believe you are failed to save your happiness.
You have to witness the faded shadow,
And you have to firm yourself that this is beyond you.
You will wish you could cut off your body,
So then you will bleed all over – and not just your heart.
You curse yourself for harming other people,
To fail and not be able to recover.
But wake up, little heart,
Will you still be sleeping while the world is running?
You have to learn that this is not all your fault,
You are not responsible for everything that falls.
Time holds everything and it takes its time to make everything up for you.

So, listen to the sky, litt
le heart,
And you shall see the newborn sun.
Play your song in your mouth, and you shall sing in peace.
Cry your shattered dreams over your face, and you shall dream again.
Leave your road with new hopes, and you shall find another one.
Lit your love in your heart, and you shall wonder the magic of love again.
Carve your faith on your lungs, and you shall remember it every time it beats.
Pray for your loved one in most praises, and he shall be a blessed man.

This is the time when you are tried,
To be strong over your strength,
To bind your faith over your grief,
To let go and not regret for it,
To be thankful for what you are gifted to have,
And to be brave to start a new story of your life.

(June, 2010)

No comments: